AHUISI, 10/12.
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black. rock. hardrock. chocolate. mint ice cream. ipod. paramore. secondhand serenade. muse. the ting tings. big bang. linkin park.




drinking: milo.
eating: nothing.
feeling: calm.
listening: collapsed - aly & aj.
random: boredom.



laugh.
more pale. pale. pale!
hair to grow faster. -_-
hair extensions.
lg viewty.
ipod touch case.
backpack.
lappy.
mouse.
keyboard.

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This blog has been left alone for a few days as I haven't had anything interested and not suitable for the parents to read lately. Been spending the past days at the crib, playing Tennis and rotting infront of the teevee as the wireless crashed on Wednesday. I was so upset that my only comfort was Strawberry Shortcake and chocolates. After days of pathetic wireless connections that left me restricted to plenty of websites including Blogger, I am so glad that its all over.

I apologise for my previous post. I was having horrible moodswings that resulted in bad things. I hereby apologise to (Insertyourname) for the things I said about you. Just know that I was in a bad mood and I didn't mean a thing I said. I do care about our friendship okay? Luv you much! ♥

Amanda's coming over again on Monday to hang out and have yet another manicure + pedicure session and we should be heading to Rail Mall for some yummy mee pok too. Plus I need to get Darrik's prepaid card asap and make my new ezlink card that has a horrible shade of red as its background. All that with only ten bucks in hand? Gosh.

I hope the mother tops up me moolahs by Monday and I wish moolahs will fall from the sky. Will that ever happen? I doubt so. Shuckaroo.

Goodnight goodnight goodnight ♥

/ps, I need to go shopping soon.

I spent hours watching all twelve parts of Radit Dan Jani last night. Brutally romantic. The ending was heartwarming. I cried through the ending and the credits. A number of scenes from the movie stuck with me that I spent quite awhile staring up at the ceiling, just thinking about them. Just thinking about them now makes me want to go through the entire experience again.

The part that I really love about the film is the spirit of love conquering all and the sole belief that as long as they, or we, as lovers, have each other; everything else is just details. To me, that is how love should be. A love so deep, so great and so pure that it hurts you to your very core. And that, is unconditional love for you. Nothing would/could stop them. You could see that clearly while watching the film.

What more could I ask for other than a lovely afternoon spent with the bff. Picked her up from AES. While waiting for her, I bumped into a number of peeps. Like Tiffanie, Alena, Aziela, Ellis, Baihaqie, Matthew and Darron, just to name a few. Though Darron and I only met formally once, he's able to recognise me whenever we happen to bump into each other. Adorable, I tell you.

We stopped by Rail Mall for some Jolly Shandy, then over to my crib. Girl-talked, manicure and pedicure session was just awesome. Helped her with some nail art then sent her to the bus stop.

Geraldine and Darryl are coming over again tomorrow for another tennis session plus one more on friday. Time for more (lesbian) sisters bonding session!

I have yet to satisfy a single craving of mine. I must be going crazy cus I actually turned down chocolate when I was offered some today. Goodness gracious me.

Have a great week ahead dears! I'm off to watch part one of Radit dan Jani (again) while waiting for Desperate to start at 10PM.

Oh and a lot commented that I look like I've lost weight/grown skinnier. This is weird cus I have been eating a hell lot lately. I should be gaining weight since the last time I went to the gym was on Friday with Natalie!

Much luvs (♥)

/ps, This sentence replaces a long string of F words that I'd initially typed for you. Yes. F you. F you very very much.

Its simply amazing how one tiny gesture can cus a smile to break across a person's face. I had a terrible case of moodswing the past week but I am very thankful it didn't affect anything in my life and also the events that took place.

To those who know of this blog, in other words, the ones that I trust, I just wna thank you for everything you've ever done for me. I really appreciate you and the things you've done for me. ♥

On a side note, I'm having cravings again. Here's a whole list:

1. bukit timah market's stingray and chicken wings
2. mac's sausage macmuffin with egg, macwings and hot fudge sundae
3. rail mall's fishball mee pok
4. coffeeshop opposite Grandma's chicken rice
5. cotton candy and tutu kueh from anywhere
6. bpp's kopitiam ice milo
7. AES nasi goreng, mee soto and honey chicken wings
8. coffeeshop near AES dried prawn noodles and carrot cake
9. old chang kee's chicken wings and fishballs
10. krafts cheese macaroni from any cold storage

Thats pretty much all for now. I'm gna try to satisfy all my cravings the next few days. Hmmm I'll probably get me some old chang kee and macs action tomorrow. Or perhaps some fishball mee pok?

I spent my sunday afternoon watching Randit Dan Jani. Its an indonesian film and I heard its a good show with a sad ending. I'm halfway through and its quite addictive. Well, back to the show!

Much much much luvs! (♥)

Much luvs, (♥)

Just a brief summary of today since I've already blogged about it here. 4/2 '08 gathering at Tim's place. First up was the movie Coming Soon. F*ck, I swear its damn scary. I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight. Pooled our moolahs and ordered pizza, bought Coke, Pepsi and Vodka. Changed, went down to the pool. Natalie and I went to tan while the guys swam. Sauna, tan, sauna, tan, swim, sauna, swim and sauna again. Changed, went back to Tim's, teevee, home.

It was simply the best. I haven't met 4/2 peeps in quite awhile except Tim cus I just met last Friday. Gna miss them when the semester starts. Huhu. Best classmates ever.

Tomorrow, camp briefing at school, book Tennis court and gym.

On friday, Geraldine, Darryl, Natalie, Eugene and Aldrich are coming over. Geraldine and Darryl for Tennis while the rest for tanning and swimming + sauna. Natalie's coming over in the morning to gym with me too! Awesome much?

Life just keeps getting better with lovely friends around. Hehe.
Pictures of today's gathering can be found here (♥)

I went to school this morning for enrolment. Thankfully, the process didn't take too long. After the enrolment, I went to take a look at the different Freshman Orientation Camps the school had to offer. One particular camp that got my attention was the one with the theme, Horror. Don't worry, the camp isn't scary unlike the theme. Well I'm still contemplating whether I should take part. I'm suppose to have made a decision by now. Cute guys, niceee peeps, good opportunity to make friends. Why not, right?

Still, I can't decide. I'll probably just attend the one day partaye at Sentosa. Hehe.

Random post, I know but who cares? I know I don't! (♥)

While surfing the net, I came across something that triggered several painful flashbacks and unwanted memories. The past year, I've lost many of my loved ones. The wounds they left have since healed but these scars just won't seem to fade. I can't help but question, 'Does God have a motive for taking those people away from me?'

They say that 'Men are whatever, friends are forever.' But in reality, friends still come and go for whatever the reason may be. Some people whom you call your 'friends' might even come around and bite you in the ass. You'll never know. They could just be doing so discreetly, that is, until you find out.

Honestly it still hurts. Whenever I think about how I lost the people whom I'd once loved dearly. Sometimes I just don't get why people leave. Was it something that I did? Was it something that I said? I guess thats the thing. People always leave.

I don't believe in the word forever. Not anymore.

(♥)

/ps, It just occurred to me that yesterday was the 15th.