Home coming, I'm coming, my sweet mistake.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
I was clearing my mail box when I came across the emails that I got from anonymous or rather, iluvcaryl two years back. I was thinking of deleting them right away but curiousity got the better of me. I read through all of the emails and I realised that what he said about (Insertnamehere) was entirely true. He was after all, two-timing me throughout our shortlived relationship. And to think I was getting myself into trouble with the parents constantly for him. That sonuvab*tch.
Also, I have since realised that I tend to give my all when it comes to relationships. Be it, getting into tons of troubles with the parents, lying or even giving up friendships. All of which, I have learnt my lesson from. I feel like I'm a failure in relationships. Now, I'd rather have imaginary ones with celebrities. This way, I don't ever get hurt.
Call me crazy, but I'm afraid of getting into relationships now. (In which I have to apologise to J)
(♥)